Phoebus: We are the Shining Ones

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the more I think he is looking over my shoulder like, “Yes, good.”

“Good.”

>____>

Hayyy.

That’s how it starts, dood!

At first I was all “hey, let’s not hate, everyone can worship whomever”

now I’m like

I have lots of lokeans on my dash too, but I’ve never had him drop by (i’m going to regret saying that, aren’t I?). It’s no secret that Lu doesn’t particularly like him though, so maybe he’s keeping him at bay. *shrug*

I think that’s the case. I get the feeling that Lu wouldn’t mind working with me, but Loki isn’t amenable to that.

When Loki began to have interest in me, Lu has somehow withdrawn, but didn’t intend to keep Loki away from me. It saddens me that both don’t get along very well…

“Lu lacks some humor” Loki says…

I think it’s just not the same !

I imagine pretty well Loki pulling Lu’s leg and Lu being exasperated (maybe with a bit wounded pride).

Lu has never outright demanded that I not work with Loki—it is ultimately my choice who to honor and/or work with. But he has also made it clear that should I choose to open up communication with him, or pursue a relationship, then our patronage would be dissolved. Working with both is simply not an option. Personally, I’ve never been interested in interacting with Loki so that’s not really an issue.

But there have been instances where they’re both present, such as during group rituals. I’m not keen on experiencing that again any time soon, the tension was all but suffocating.

Oh dang, it’s me again, being an anomaly on your otherwise mutually exclusive Venn diagrams of Lucifer/Loki-never-the-twain-shall-meet.

I feel plenty uncomfortable about this, so please don’t rush at me when you all read this, yeah? I just hate being that anomaly, because it makes me feel scared and insecure and just a little bit crazier and a lot more like SleepswithDeities.

I talk to Lucifer, and I also talk to Loki.

Sometimes both at the same time, with Loki somewhat distant, and Lucifer hovering near, keeping an eye on everything.

And I know it’s actual communicating, versus my mind making up things for the lolz, because

1. I write stories, and I know the difference between my mind making things up for the lolz, and actual communication.
2. There are certain cues as to who’s talking and these cues are highly consistent. Lucifer makes my left shoulder ache, and Loki is … chartreuse green in my head. Yeah, Loki is a color. Plus, Loki sounds… well, like a fox would sound, if it spoke in English.

So, yeah, just my two cents.

I probably should have said “working with both is simply not an option for me” ;D

Also, I find it rather interesting that your left shoulder aches when Lu is around. I get a buzzing feeling from my left shoulder blade sometimes when he’s around, almost like the static-y, pin prick sort of sensation you get when your arm or leg is asleep and starting to get feeling back again.

Yay, matchy-up UPGs. Somehow they make me so outrageously happy, heaven knows why.

Most of the time, it’s a buzzy feeling for me as well, until he wants to get serious business, then it’s the whole “arm-falling-off-soon” ache. But I was doing some meditation today, and I got this electric feeling of energy running through my entire left side, which stayed for a bit as I kind of scrambled to remember standard-operating-procedures for grounding. :B

Just to further confirm some UPG, Lucifer usually presents himself on my left shoulder blade as well.  Lilith tends to be on my right shoulder blade.  And there are various levels of “pressure” depending on how much he’s “there.”  glad to know I’m not cray! :)